Heaven's Gift

How dangerous is it when you are conditioned with certain ideas or perception in your early life but you are not able to fulfil those ideas when you are older?

From recent observation, many people have scarred their emotional body.

One symptom of damaged emotional body is that they cannot sleep soundly at night.

One case of a person who is the eldest in the family, felt responsible for keeping the family close and loving. She found that she was not able to fulfil that role. Everytime she saw families that are close and loving especially large ones, she felt very bad and unconsciously, she is not aware that she cuts her own emotional body with this energy.

Over a period of time, the emotional body would reach a limit especially if left within one self and unresolved.

My opinion is that these ideas or notions are locks, configured and bonded in a certain molecular structure causing the brain to play the same program again and again until the emotional body break down.

Breaking the locks is one thing but repairing the emotional body is another. I wonder how does the general public handle this problem.

While I was home nursing my fractured ankle, I discovered that the scars that we inflict on our emotional body is caused by my mind. My mind was the culprit that has kept me in pain these years. I read a line in this book entitled "Happiness" by Matthieu Ricard, a French monk that I feel is very apt to explain my experience: It is the mind that reacts to pain with fear, rejection, despondency, or a feeling of powerlessness; instead of subjecting to a single agony, we accumulate a host of them.

I went through this experience again while I was trying to find the root cause of my injury and the more I reflected upon the cause, the more confused I got as a host of issues kept coming up which made me wonder if I ever will be able to figure out the true root cause of my injury. I grew anxious. Remembering what Master Bob has said about all problems can be solved by Light, I continued to practice CLT. One day during meditation, it dawned on me that my mind has been playing negative records that has led the accumulation of negative frequencies that prevented me from dissecting the issue and seeing the layers of reality. It then hit me that the start of healing my scared emotional body begins with the development of a true mind, one that is free from ego and past programming that consistently seeks to inflicts emotional wounds. I now understand what Master Bob had said to me on a Thursday night how I can snap out of my depressive state: It is just a thought away.

Have any of you experienced the same before? Please share as I am interested to find out if what I discovered is really possible.

From a clt perspective, it is very simple. Do not over analyse your circumstances because you can get draw into a vicious cycle of thinking and thinking.

To get out of your circumstances, you need to treat yourself and others a little better. Keep improving on that you will notice the changes. My first posting on this topic, the person had expectation and desire of a large and loving family. But to do so, she has to love herself first and start treating others a bit more loving and kinder. She has to continue to build on this energy everyday bit by bit. Only then you can break the past or the circumstances. You cannot break the past without changes on the present. Just a thought away, I believe is that you have realised and you made a choice to move forward with the 3P and not look back.

You should not get too involved to find the different causes that made you stuck in the situation you are in. Your mental body may get caught in vortex of analysis and evaluating.