Anger & Resentment

[Joan Tan]

How can CLT help in releasing anger and resentment?

[Angie]

I have resentment for my father as I felt that he is not a good role model. I have carried this resentment for many years and it has affected my ability to be happy. I did not realise that I had this deep seated resentment until I practiced CLT for several years. The rude awakening came when I discovered that I had an elevated cancer reading 2 years ago.

Since I belonged to the school, I started undertaking the remedial actions prescribed by the school. I started changing my diet from a high carbohydrate diet to a diet filled with enzymes. I tried alkalising my body and used supplements to raise my antioxidant level. However, despite changing my diet and working towards changing my lifestyle, I could not bring down the cancer marking. I started feeling scared and anxious. Master Bob assured me that all will be well if I continued to practice the CLT. I started to increase my practice of CLT and built energies. When I started to gather enough energies, I discovered the root cause of my elevated cancer marker.. It was my toxic emotions towards my father.. that was the root for my illness. I realised that in order to permanently reverse my cancer markers, I needed to do three important things:

1. Accept responsibility for allowing myself to feel resentment for my father
2. Forgive my father for not being the role model that I hoped he would be
3. Forgive myself for carrying this resentment and for not having the wisdom to resolve this issue earlier

A year later, I discovered that the cancer marker has gone back to normal and I have managed to keep the reading low for 1 year now. I believe if I continue to remove all the angry feelings that I have accummulated over the years, I can keep myself cancer free. This lesson, I learnt from my father, who now has 1st stage cancer.. He too needed to learn to let go of his resentment for his father...